The spirit of the winter brought back into our souls the magic dust of forgiveness and happiness ..for me he brought a large casket of memories .He left it near my door , because my christmas tree is somewhere in the house covered in a grey colour . I slowly opened the box with a weird feeling of " already seen and done ", suddenly I realised that there were no ordinary memories stored in it ..Black and white dreams poured in a spilt of second all over the floor, well sharped pictures were floating on the coloured sound of voices and sparkling moments could be seen from place to place..It was a real mess !For a moment I wanted to ignore everything and go back to sleep but I couldn't,the memories were all mine. I took a closer look and it was obvious.. your face was everywhere , I couldn' t believe my eyes that all the moments we shared were there in my room, randomly scattered on the floor.
One picture was brightly shining in a dark corner ..I saw it and a smile was drawn on my face :) . It was a hot summer day when I received for the first time red roses without even a special occasion, well there was some different circumstances but I daresay that it didn't cross my mind what your intention might be.I felt how my words recasted into unknown states of mind and for I don't know what reason my mouth was shut.You remembered what I told you back then ...
For me the image of you holding those roses and trying to look straight into my eyes is priceless...
Do you remember this ? I hope you do because is one of the memories in that casket..my casket ...I could say, my heart because every feeling goes through it .
My present for you, besides a substantial thing is the remembrance of that moment .. when I completely fell in love with you .
